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In the
beginning, the elohim created skies and earth.
Welcome back.
Let's think about death.
As Palm
Sunday draws near, we must think about death.
I believe
death is the source of our worst fears. If death is like anything else that
happens to us in life, then it cannot be all that bad.
How often fear plays out to be more
dreadful than its object.
In his story
"Where Have You Gone, Charming Billy" Tim O'Brien writes about the
terrible fear that American soldiers carried with them in Vietnam.
It was the
fear of death that killed Billy Boy.
The protagonist
of the story, Paul Berlin, imagined the following telegram would be sent to
Billy Boy's parents:
“SORRY TO INFORM YOU THAT YOUR SON BILLY BOY WAS YESTERDAY SCARED TO DEATH IN ACTION IN THE REPUBLIC OF VIETNAM, VALIANTLY SUCCUMBING TO A HEART ATTACK SUFFERED WHILE UNDER ENORMOUS STRESS, AND IT IS WITH GREATEST SYMPATHY THAT…”
“SORRY TO INFORM YOU THAT YOUR SON BILLY BOY WAS YESTERDAY SCARED TO DEATH IN ACTION IN THE REPUBLIC OF VIETNAM, VALIANTLY SUCCUMBING TO A HEART ATTACK SUFFERED WHILE UNDER ENORMOUS STRESS, AND IT IS WITH GREATEST SYMPATHY THAT…”
This same
fear torments Paul Berlin and the other soldiers to the end of the story…and
beyond.
Fear is the
mind killer as another writer has told us.
What a tragedy to perish by ravaging
ourselves with the misery of knowing that we are all going to die. Rather we
can choose to accept that fate and love all the days we are alive.
Loving all
the days we are alive suggests purpose to our lives. Life must lovable, so that
we yearn to love it. Let us unite in a grand purpose of eradicating those ills
that make it impossible for many among us to share in a blessed
existence.
Reality preaches
that we inhabit the same ark floating to the same end. We must never allow
the burden of our mortality to diminish our vitality.
Yes, personal
extinction is our lot; our species will pass away; everything dies; even our
immortal ones have died.
The sky gods
have passed away. They have been replaced
with a grander view of God that transcends vast and infinite universes.
Indeed, the
god, Jesus, will have died over two thousand years ago this Friday, but death
is not the end of the story. Extinction is not the final storm.
There was a valley of dry bones once
upon a time that was seen by a prophet in a vision during the Babylonian Exile.
In the vision, he heard a question
from God:
"Yahweh said to me, 'Son of
man, can these bones live?'
I said, 'Only you know, Lord
Yahweh.'"
All the star
stuff that originally made the bodies that had decayed into bones knit together
again.
The wind of
God, the same one that was the breath of life in the beginning for Humanity,
blew anew as the prophet beheld the bones living into people.
Ezekiel
writes that it was an exceedingly great army. Later, he tells us that the vision was about the resurrection of
the nation of Israel. The Babylonian Exile had not destroyed it.
For
Christians, the story has meant something different. It points to our faith
that death may be our fate, but it is not our end.
Death ends
us without upending us. Shall we live again?
The proper answer is ever Ezekiel's
answer, "Only God knows."
The proper
hope is that a breath from God may yet blow anew within us. We proclaim that
hope on Easter Day.
How do we
know? On the one hand, we know nothing. We are all just interesting star
stuff.
On the other
hand, we know something. We know that our living again is not in our hands,
which did nothing to give us our lives, but in God's hands in whom all life
dwells.
It is not
our will, but the will of our God who is love. God's love is eternal. It is our
hope that love will remember us and make us new.
If there is
only a vision, and not life eternal, then that will be okay too. For God has given
us to all that has been created even if for just one lifetime.
There's just
not a whole lot to fear either way.
Blessings...
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